I miss you K.
I hope you get to read this. I know i have been the 24hrs gf for too long.
Not having anytime to meet up with you & everything.
But bare in mind, i still care for you, i still miss you, i still wanna know how you are doing.
I still hope that you are happy. I still miss having conversations with you.
Doing stupid little things. Making up ridiculous story that only me & you could understand & finds it funny.
You are such a good friend. Someone who no one can replace.
Someone who make my poly life such much more bearable.
Someone who i feel so so so safe with. Is like with you around everyone will be happy.
You know im so bad in initiating a conversation. Is not that i dont wanna contact you or what.
I just don't know what to say. I dont wanna bore you you see.
I know that certain someone is still bothering you, i don't know how to help you.
But heres what i want to tell you, not to make you feel better but how i feel from the bottom of my heart.
You are such a nice & pretty girl.
You dont have to get upset about how that person is doing,
He has lost to you in every single way.
Please don't get affected by him anymore.
Hes just so not worth it.
Really!
&&& I'm sure you will find the right one soon.
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He said "If you're broken, i will mend you."
2012 was such a bad year for me. Everything starts to fall apart.
I was so down. I felt hopeless.
I cry myself to sleep every single day.
I yell at people who truly cares about me.
I basically gave up on myself.
But he didn't.
He was there for me.
Never can i find someone like you.
Never.
I don't bother when people call me a sticky gf anymore.
I used to hate it because i don't want to be that kind of girl but now i don't.
Because i know that they don't understand how much you did for me.
Being beside you is the least i can do right now.
