I cried my way home today. Thinking of the worst that could happen. The phone call that shook me. Ive always been a pessimistic person & that make things worse. I was in fear. In fear of losing someone so close. Someone i see every single day.
I call up all the people i could think of at the time but got no reply...
This is the first time i felt so panicky. Its truly time for me to be independent. To learn how to handle things on my own.
