Saturdateeeeeeeee

Trying so hard to take an outfit post.
Hahaha.
Me & my candid moments.

Have been really happy recently.
(Excluding the falling sick part again.)
I kind of wish to live like this forever.
But thats not a practical thinking.
Need to start planning what i want to do in the future.
(1) I can't be an admin forever. Its true that it is kind of stress free but yeah.
I need money!!!
P.S. not trying to say all admin job is stress free.
this only applies to my case right now.
(2) Finding my passion. I believe that only when you are doing something
that you like, you will not mind working overtime or whatsoever.
Because you enjoy your job
& that is very very important.
But seriously is easier said than to be done.
My dream? My passion? I really have no idea.
All i know is that, i have to go back & study no matter what.
Because its true that cert is so f-ing important.
But ... i don't even know what i wanna study. Which course & all.
& its so bad. I'm no longer a kid.
Time passes so fast. & Its scaring me.
Perhaps i should find a part time job & start studying now now.
ANYONE HAS A PART TIME JOB FOR ME? haha
Life as an adult is really bad.
How i wish i was still a kid.
Oh gosh, i feel so old now.
& as for my blogshop.
Is officially closed down.
Its kind of heartpain though.
But Its really too difficult to cope
between a full time job & a blogshop.
& the amount of money earn.
I guess its not worth it.
I understand that its new & everything.
So of course i won't earn that much.
But still, the conclusion was to close down.
So ya. :(





