Truth is i'm living in fear. It happen again today. That feeling, unforgettable. The moment when you can't see anything even when your eyes are clearly open. That moment when you lose all your senses and just lose consciousness. I hate it. There is no signal, no nothing. 1 minute i was laughing to myself because 9gag can be so funny the next minute i lose all my senses and blackout. & the moment when i wake up, i am covered with cold sweat and my head hurts so bad that i couldn't think properly. I'm still grateful that every time this happen there is someone around me. Someone close to me. Someone i can rely on. But still, i'm starting to fear even more for my body.
Need to start to exercise for my health sake. There are too many people & things i wanna live for. & most importantly I don't want anyone to worry about me. I think that is the best way to thank everyone who is always there for me.
