-My brain has too many tabs open-
One moment i can be so happy
and then the next moment i become sad for no reason at all.
Someone needs to fix my brain.
& i know exactly who.
Its kind of sad though, being so reliant on someone.
I often have thoughts like,
what if one day he decides to leave me,
what if one day he finds someone much better than me,
what if what if...
Is just so easy to find someone who is better than me
in everything. & i hate that.
I guess i need some sleep.
These thoughts ain't going away.
10:39pm
My medicine is giving me the dizzy spells.
Good night people.
