When I was younger I dislike using an umbrella. I find it a nuisance & "uncool".
But now, umbrella is my everything.
Simple things like this shows how much a person will change when they grow up.
Being cool isn't that important anymore. Whats most important is your own well being.
I'm not in the mood to go out. Don't.
I don't feel like drinking, don't.
I want some time alone, just pick up a book & go to a quiet cafe to sit down for the day.
Nobody should tell you what is what.
Clubbing & drinking seems to be the happening thing few years back.
But now, it is the nuisance haha.
Sounds like im an boring old lady.
But who cares. I'm happy not getting a hangover on a Sunday morning.
I'm happy that i choose to go out or stay in depending on my own mood.
I'm happy i did not go to that party which i only will feel awkward at.
I'm happy to meet the same person every single weekend.
I'm happy to say that i only have a handful of friends. True friends.
Who will always be there for me.
You will realize being cool in others eyes is really not that important after all.
I hope i can go back in time and tell my younger self this.
I would have been a happier person. I'm sure.
But is not too late yet.
